i am in champaign, illinois. the weather so far has been absolutely beautiful. seriously, the weather has been my description of a perfect day the entire time i have been here. today was the first day that it got cold. sadly, people laugh when i say that today is cold. this scares me. it is almost as if winter is looming and this is the calm before the storm. it's coming. i am going to freeze. there is nothing i can do about it.
enough with that. i came to the conclusion today that i have no idea what Jesus would do. the obvious things i know. would Jesus lie? NO. Would Jesus punch an old lady in the face? NO. would Jesus make fun of people with perms? NO. but i struggle with the everyday stuff. what would his conversation look like in the panera bread that i am sitting at? would he talk to the guys next to me that are talking about video games? would he go up and sit next to the lady across the restaurant that has the sad eyes and is sitting alone? i sometimes just want a manual. i get in the way of the holy spirit leading me to talk to people. i over analyze. i just completely talk myself out of being bold. should i be bold? i don't want to look like a fool. i think my cynicism has made me gun shy. i don't want to even appear as a bible beater who thinks that i can solve all of your problems. ugh.
should i be doing more? would Jesus be doing more?
